Dark Side of the sun

Salam,
Havent been here for quite a while. Had a lot going on. Did not do too good in the semester finals.
Got verbally bashed at the emergency meeting today. Well, I guess it is my fault to a certain extent but then again, what would you want from me, when you don't even know what you can deserve!?
Don't have any clue what I am talking about...well I will tell you.
I was being bashed because I have apparently written too much for Star-Tech but I am not really submitting enough for Star-City.
Well, yeah, the situation is like that more or less but the problem with our reporting in-charge is this, the guy cannot face a situation directly.
Last few days, according to my girl, I have been suffering from an inferiority complex or something.
Well could be...and well why wouldn't I ..? Imagine yourself to be in a world where you ensure total honesty and sincerity to everyone when you yourself never get much from these people!
Ah yes, Salman has returned. A good friend but don\t really know how long he will be here.
Of late, this really bugging truth has been prevalent in my mind : Nothing is forever except GOD.
I know it might depress anyone and everyone reading this. But think about it, your earliest friends, your happy times in school, your first love, your first kiss, your first fight, your first fear, your first injustice, your first punishment...everything and anything. Nothing lasted!
So how can you even think that what you have right now, will last a life time?
See, you don't!
But then again, you can also take this the other way and think that all the miseries you have right now will not last for long and good times will come up soon.
But then again, the good times may not last for long either...right?