Breaking apart!

you know there are times, when you see everything around you changing before your very eyes. You cant do a thing about it...and so it hurts! It hurts like a thousand needles moving through your blood veins and clotting up all that you thought were your emotions.

You lose sense of reality, of time, of everything around you.

But somehow, you still want to hold on. You want to live life..as It comes even then. But no matter how much you try... it never works. Isn't it weird?

Its a wonder how I tend to get up from every single war and battle that I lose and somehow, fight my battles again.

Do you know how it feels when you have your sorrows, pain and everything else, put up on one sid of a balance and have it compared against someone's who does not even come close to what you have been through, by one of your loved ones.

Yes the loved one...you somehow still love that person. But it hurts! Deep inside it does.