Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Long time no post!

Salam,
Sorry about the one month and three days delay in updating this. I know I have some regulars in here and I should care about their feelings. :D
Well a lot has happened in my life in the past few days though. I finally got to meet my girl in dhaka again. Even though, that wasn't very frequent. Still the limited amount of time we spent together was pretty nice and will always be memorable, ALHamdulillah.
But one thing has totally messed up. I tried to introduce her to my parents; my mom and sis liked her but my dad is causing some problems. Usual stupid reasons like her complexion, she being almost my age and crap like that!
I still don't know or understand how I ended up being my dad's son...but somehow, I am.
So guess what, because of his stupid and backdated ideas, I haven't talked to him since...let's see now, 7th of January till now..that would be almost 19 days now.
And AlHamdulillah,I have no intention of doing so. I tried to explain things to him. He turned the other direction and lied there as if to tell me that he doesn't have anything to hear from me!
So Fine....I don't care either. This life is mine, AlHamdulillah. He ain't paying anything anymore plus he still has to tell me about the stuff he had spent after me the first one and a half year of my study.
Plus, another villain arose into the scene:my maternal granny. Well, deep inside, my granny cannot stand my dad and the feeling is more or less mutual. But they are actually more or less alike. They both love to dominate people. No matter how wrong they are, they are always right! And also, they have a very small world around which the sun & the moon rotates!
So to my nani, the problem is this :"Oh my God, Tashfin is the eldest of them all. If he rebels, then the others will rebel as well. No longer will I be able to whip every single one of them around like I did with my daughters and sons. I have to put a stop to this."
Hence, according to her, Naila is now a very very cunning person!
And my dad, please...I don't even want to talk about him. I had better notions about both these people. But now they have totally disgraced themselves in my eyes.